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Kayla

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Hmmm...just an avg. 18 yr old i guess....like to hang w/ friends, listen to j-rock/j-pop, movies, datin, partyin, ya know how itis!! just livin life from day to day...yo! check out muh girl Jade in tha pic!! She's from Sweetbox (an AWESOME ass band from England!!)--that's muh fave singer right there!! (besides Hyde n Gackt XD)

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Eternally sleeping with you forever in my heart
February 13

New poem.....Broken

New poem entitled Broken, wrote it last night at like 1 a.m. I think. So leave nice comments, I was half awake when I wrote it.

Broken

You always wanted to break me
That was always your plan
It never was enough for you
So let's begin it again
I'm beaten and broken
Laying cold and alone
Loving you was my only sin
My hope is shattered and broken
You'll receive it in a box
Simply labeled "regrets"
Let's try this with a different spin
You see me destroyed and broken
Sympathy was never your friend
It never made your icy heart melt
So dive deeper than skin
For the last time I'm broken
I'm quitting this harmful addiction
Ridding my heart of its love for you
This really will be our end

Yup, that's it, so leave a comment or two lol.

Edit: Revised version, which I just did. Nothing much, just thought it would sound better.

Broken

You wanted to break me
That was always your plan
That never was enough for you
So let's begin it again
I'm beaten and broken
Laying cold and alone
I gave all my love to you
My heart I couldn't defend
My hope is shattered and broken
You'll receive it in a box
Simply labeled "regrets"
Hopefully that'll make you grin
You see me destroyed and broken
Sympathy was never your friend
It never made your icy heart melt
So dive deeper than just skin
For the last time I'm broken
I'm quitting this harmful addiction
Ridding my heart of its love for you
This really will be our end
   

 

xxFallenxx
February 09

New poem....in a long while...

Alright here's my new poem I wrote today. I want honest opinions, I feel it needs work, but I'm not sure where. Okay then...


I hate everything about her
her smile, her laugh, her charm
and yet somehow she pulls me in
Those ice blue eyes pierce my soul
Making a shiver course my entire body
A dark secret that not even I can hold
She ignores me from day to day
Alone in the world is how she makes me feel
One glance in my direction and I'm weak
Slowly my resolve is crumbling
I can't stop it, I enjoy it too much
The pain she makes me feel is bliss
Don't let her go, my heart says
And still she holds me in her power
Facades do nothing to protect me from her
She knows me inside and out, more than I do
Continuously I fall for her lies and deceit
This pain is all that keeps me company now
Over time she'll leave and I'll still love her
My heart just can't let her go
And I know she'll always live on with me


Pretty sappy I know. Just leave a comment!


xxFaythxx
October 29

Mother...

Mother


Mother,

I wish I could cry

To you again

Proclaim fears,

My sins

I wish I didn’t feel this way

Mother,

Why can’t life

Be simple like it once was?

Can’t you hold me

In your arms?

Can’t you tell me

Everything will be okay?

Mother?




xxFaythxx

P.S. There is more I can write to this if anyone is interested, let me know and I'll write it up.

Addicted.....

Addicted



I'm addicted to the feeling

I'm addicted to the rush

The addiction of losing so much

The addiction of seeing the lost blood

An addiction so sweet and yet so sour

An addiction craved every day

Still I'm addicted to the pain

Still I'm addicted to the feeling

Addicted to the hatred

Addicted to the stoicness

I can't help but be addicted

I can't help but be addicted

My addiction will leave me

My addiction will desert me

Harmful addiction will kill me

Harmful addiction will cause me to be alone    
 
 
xxFaythxx
October 27

Untitled...

Some new poetry...had a vision in my head last night that I had in my head and I had the poem in my head, but it got changed since I didn't write it down last night but during Chemistry today and some of it was altered so yeah lol. Whelp here it is....

Untitled

Crystal clear eyes
Stare at
an icy sky
Cotton clouds
rain down
freezing snowflakes
melting on warm skin
Distant eyes
gaze skyward
toward Heavenly bliss
an image forms
thanks to smoky clouds
A girl
Hair of a raven
Eyes shades of grass and bark
Skin snowy pale
And yet
a genuine smile on her lips
Outward streched hands
meet for a second
as tears are briefly shed
A vow is made
a lovers' pact
forever won't be
long enough


Yeah, that's it. Thanks. Bye!!
 
 
xxFaythxx
September 10

Don't even ask for titles ne more lol...

Yeah, just as the title says. Not gonna bother with introductions...it's untitled like usual. Here ya go lol....


Delicate touches
light caresses
Simply teasing
Blood begins to pound
lust circulated throughout
Decisions made quickly
Choices not brash
Trust placed solely
on a lover's shoulders
Lightly teasing
harshly thrusting until the end
Spriraling down from the high
Panting, needing, breathing air
Eyes meet, sloppy kisses exchanged
Words whispered between two soulmates
Confessions, yet not very secret
Telling each other's passion
the words echo around the room
"I love you..."



Ha, alright that's it...I have a feeling I'm not gonna need to write any more racy poetry for a while lol...Whelp till later...
 
xxFaythxx
September 02

Another racy poem...

I know I write way too much, and lately I've been writing some very....racy poetry. Don't ask why, I don't know. Maybe it's the fact that I haven't gotten laid in forever, but whatever the reason, it's showing in my writing. I'm scared now lol. J/k...ok well onto the "untitled" poem....

Sweaty bodies
a lovers' dance
feelings on display
vulnerability forgotten
Passion overflowing
Lust taking control
Temperatures rising
Climbing to new heights
Urgency and need building
Until the end
Falling from the high
Only received from
a lovers' ride.


Seriously, I'll say it again, don't ask. I have no idea what I'm on today. Maybe it was the cherry coke i had a bit ago lol. Oh well...laters!
 
 
xxFaythxx
August 18

Shit...don't even ask for a title right now....

You're always waiting
to catch me if I fall
Always there by me
Standing tall
Anytime I need you
Any time at all
You're always there
Always being first
I stand above them all
With you beside me
I can do anything at all

I seriously don't know ne more what I'm writing...I've been getting hit with random inspiration. I'm starting to turn into [info]screaming_003 with her random drabbles cept for mine is poetry lol.
 
 
xxFaythxx
August 17

Poetry...go figure <<

Hey hey hey, got some new random poems for you guys to read. Once again I'm too lazy to come up with a title for them so they're just gonna be called "Untitled" like usual. I should make a compilation of them. Hmm, I wonder what that would look like lol. Oh well, on to the poetry I guess....



Untitled #1

Staring at the blinding sun
feeling it dry my tears
Listening to the sounds around me
Whispering what my next move would be
Walking from that spot
I gave up on you forever




Untitled #2
Kinda racy, still not sure why I wrote this or felt the need to, but I did <<

Craving your touch
that brought warmth
to my heart of ice
Wanting to feel your lips
pressed roughly against mine
full of passion and lust
Seeking to be near you
feeling your body linger
highly over my own


Okay, that's enough of the racy random poetry of mine...heh heh....comments are always welcome and appreciated lol. Okay then, laters!
 
 
xxFaythxx
August 09

More poetry

Wrote them the Friday night before everyone left for a Yu-gi-oh thing in columbus and when I got home the next morning lol....so yeah, they're not my best work altho everyone says they are lol....

Poem #1

Crying in the darkness
alone as always
Hoping that someone would see
See the real me
Behind these lies
These masks I constantly wear
All I want
is for you
to find me


Poem #2

Do I dare break my word?
Destroy the silent vow between us.
Should I tell him what I'm thinking?
Inform him of what his kisses do to me.
Oh, how his kiss brought about thoughts
ones people would consider treason.
They promised a life of happiness
A future of being treated like the Queen I am.
Could I simply utter the words?
The words bitterly sit on my tongue.
Perhaps I should just swallow them,
along with my voice, it shall be gone.
Maybe I should just give into my desire
The lust simply pounding in my veins.
But I could never end things with you
My heart beats strongly when you're around.
So what should I do?
What'll be my next move?
Will I give in and be a whore,
or will I end things and be miserable?
The answer never comes,
when the words never leave my tongue.


Whelp that's my new additions to my poetry collection...hope u like them....whelp laters
 
xxFaythxx
 
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